IS IT OVER ??

it's hard to belive that .
FUCK !! but it's the fact !! i have to face it bravely even it's hurting me so much .
there is nothing i can do to make you stay a little longer with me . i already do everything i can do to make it .
but , you're gone now . you're free now .


actually , i hate the way we ended . i dissapointed . i angry . i sad .
but i know it's hard for you to make a decision in the situation like this .
okey then , this has happened . and i don't want to talk about it anymore .
i've already forgive all of your mistakes to me . and i hope you'll forgive all of my mistakes , too .
ok ? :)


i'm sorry to make you unhappy with me , to make you sad , to make you angry , to make you bored , etc . . i didn't mean like that .
i'm sorry if i can't be the best for you . if i just make you look silly . nothing i can do to make you proud of me .
i'm sorry . i already do my best for you .


thank you for the last 4 months . i'm happy with you .
there are so many things new when i'm with you .
i feel different when i'm with you . i don't know why .
but , you're the first person who can make me feel like this .
thank you for everything you have done to me . .
thank you . . you're the best . .


oh ya , i'm sorry if i can't as usual i am to you. i need a time .
ok ?


good bye my blue . .

i regretted this ended , but i'll never regret the time we get through . .

(bahasa inggris nya parah)